When my life turned upside down. I lost everything. My home, my husband and the life I thought I'd be living. Well on the path to try and find a new normal I lost my beloved fur baby.
Now I live in an apartment with for other people in a city that is way to expensive trying to make the best of it. I found a job that is paying for my graduate education. I hope that in this transition phase I once again find myself in I can make something from the ashes a reason why all of this stuff had to happen all at once and why it has to be a struggle to make a life and home for myself. The one thing right now that I see as positive is I made some wonderful Hanson friends I would have never met and a few friends from my current job. Even though we have since moved into different departments hanging out is so easy like we still see each other everyday even though we go weeks without in reality. I never realized that I could have a friendship like that muchless 2 plus some concert friends to boot. Its not much but its at least a reason to move in the mornings and make it though the nights of self doubt, loathing and what ifs. So much has happened in just the last 3 years muchless the decade since I joined!